I'm sorry!

I honestly apologize for not updating as frequent as I should. Lately I've been going through a lot with a break-up and you know those are never good. I don't want to go into depth about the situation but let's just say, I've been having a hard time, and playing with make-up has been the last thing on my mind. I'm so sorry everyone. I also need to find a new video editing program so I can post more vid's! The program I was using was a trial and it had that funky stamp in the middle of my page. Any suggestions to one that might be awesome? I'm going to try to put somethings together for you all here shortly, bare with me ;)

Deep & Dark smokey eye

I didn’t have time to make a video, plus my Windows Movie Maker has been acting up. UGH stupid thing, can’t wait until I get a Mac computer >:\ so I decided to just share with you all of the products I used and where they were placed ;)

ENJOY!

 

 

 

 

Step 1: Apply MAC Khol Powder Eyeliner in, “Feline” starting at lash line up to mid-lid & blend hard line out with brush.

Step 2: Apply MAC eye-shadow in, “Carbon” from where you left off with the liner up until you reach the crease. blend.

Step 3: With a blending brush, Blend a dark Brown shadow (I used a dark brown from BHCosmetics matte Palette) with the Shadow you just applied at crease and bring a little bit above crease line.

Step 4: Apply MAC shadow in, “Crystal Avalanche” under brow & blend out any lines.

Step 5: Take some more of the “Carbon” shadow and smudge in corners to under lashes. (the more you apply underneath the smokier the look!)

I know your dying to know…

 

First video!! YAY :)

that do you like????

 

WELL GET IT SISTER!

Most of my products used are from MAC cosmetics, but everything is stated in the video, mmkay!?

Enjoy :)

& leave me comments!

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Eye shadow Bases!

 

I know I get asked A LOT how my eye-shadow stays on all day/night so I decided to make a post about this :) ok I use quite a few different kinds of bases depending on the look I’m trying to go for:

 

Natural/Quick Look

I just use a creamy concealer to dab on my lids before dusting a light/nude color on my eyes. & I ALWAYS use it under my eyes to cover dark circles that make you look like your apart of the Adam’s Family!! GROSS GIRLFRIEND, hide them circles!

MAC Studio Finish Concealer

found here

 

Dramatic/Shimmery

When I’m going out and need to have my eye shadow permanently glued to my lid (just kidding) & want a more dramatic look, I like to use a creamy base with a little bit of color & shimmer! It’s a light color so you can wear it under any shadow color & it also helps to enhance it. So ladies when your feeling FRISK-AY, going out to find you a boy toy, or need your eye shadow to last you til the next morning during your “walk of shame”, this is EXACTLY what you need!!

MAC paint pot in, “Bare Study”

found here

 

Any Look! - *Recommended

I just bought this new base that I’ve heard so many things about! What really tickled my fancy (i can’t believe I just used that saying ;/) was the fact this is by far the BEST base for anyone who has oily skin! My skin is super oily so my lids tend to look a little greasy by mid-day, but not with this base! It’s matte finish that is absolutely crease-proof! So all you greasy lids, get on ittttt, k thnx :)

Urban Decay Eye shadow Primer Potion in, “Eden”

found here

pretty wild

I just realized, I have a girl crush on Tess Taylor from “Pretty Wild” ! I think she is gorgeous! I also like the fact she has a lot of tattoo’s & piercings like me. I wish I had her lips ;/

 

over it.

haha ok, so I'm definately over this "30 day challenge" thing. Really.. who cares? I dont, so why should my readers! ha. It seemed like a cool idea at first, but i'm over it. haha I don't even update daily anyways. LOL.

on to the next.

I'm tired as hell, I started my second job, worked out crucially these past 2 days, I'm hungry because I've changed my eating habits, and now I can't sleep because I'm sore & my tummy is growling ;x WAAAAHHH.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

To be honest, I’m not one to hold grudges so I really don’t know what to write for this one. I mean I forgave some people that shouldn’t have been forgiven.. but it’s just the way I am. It’s too stressful disliking someone when you can just forgive & get over it. I can’t make any promises that I’m always going to forgive, do me super wrong and WWIII might start ;/ lol

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

This one is pretty tricky... I think the only thing I feel as if I have to forgive myself for is thinking I can be a better person. Let me elaborate; I'm always worried that I'm not the bestest friend someone could ask for, but in reality I'm the best friend I can be and my friends love me just the way I am ♥ Same with my current life situations.. I'm trying my hardest to better myself in my career, and even though sometimes I feel like I made the wrong career choice I have to remember that I'm an awesome hair stylist and I choice this career because it's something I enjoy and with time my clientel will grow more.

 

 

aww i want it :)

 

 

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Something I love about myself is the fact that I'm extremely caring. I will bend over backwards for loved ones. I also have no problem admiting when I'm in the wrong. I think These are two good quailties that I would never trade in ♥

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I'm not going to sit and write out this huge list about how I hate the weirdest things about myself or insecurities I feel about my body. Nope. I love how I am and how I look, except I'd like to "enhance" a feature or two - *cough* Boobies :) On a serious note, one thing that I DO hate dislike about myself is the fact that I'm so damn emotional. It's quite annoying. It can put a damper on things & make things out to be worse than what they really are. I always think people are out to get me, or that I can never do enough to please EVERYONE. I really need to quit that shit. I've been so focused on pleasing everyone else my whole life, its mine turn damnit! I'm a huge worry-wart, and when things start to go off track, my emotions dig in & BAM, OMG it's the end of WORLD! It shouldn't be that way, I shouldn't be that way. I guess it's something I just have to work on. Not becoming this total bitch, but taking a deep breath, relaxing and not sweating the small stuff!

30 day challenge

I found this random "30 day challenge" and I figured i'd give it a shot. Followers; feel free to copy & and do this on your own blog!

WARNING* my responses may offend some people, so I will go ahead a apologize for that ahead of time.. if my apology isn't good enough then I suggest you don't read my blog :)


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

movie date.

 

I went to see “Charlie St. Cloud” with Amber yesterday. Ohhh what a tear jerker ;x It was such a great movie, and Zac Efron, HOLY HOTTNESS! The movie is actually inspirational. I give it a 11 out of 10 :)

jersey shore bitch :)

 

WHO’S EXCITED??????

my favorite guido’s are back!!

my favorite girls :)

 

10PM TONIGHT!!

wooooooo!

Happy Birthday Nicoletta*

 

CHEERS TO 23 YEARS!

Happy Birthday Nicoletta ♥

I love you girl! You stood by my side through out the years. I just wanted to tell you how good of a friend you are and how warm-hearted you are! I hope you have the best birthday a 23 year old could ever ask for. Love you Nic Nic :) SAHH-E-SAHHH, SAHH-E-SAHHH!! “I ain’t sayin she a gold digga..” oh and we can’t forget the guarantees of life, bahaha :D

 

 

 

 

*just gunna stand there and watch me burn….

fucking classic ;D

 

 

 

I want to go back!

:(

Why not? :(

honestly, tumblr can be drama, and i prefer my blogspot ;)

Ask me anything

Whats your tumblr url?

loverbutt.tumblr.com, but i dont use it anymore.

Ask me anything

i want.

Yesterday I didn't end up going into work, haha. Robert got off early & we took my brother to my cousin's house across the street to get in the pool. I only got in for a little bit because it was only in the 80's and It was chilly to me. So I mainly laid out & read my gossip mag :) Later on, I took Robert up to my work & gave him a fresh haircut for this weekend. Then we went to my FAV sushi place (KADORI) yum. Robert wanted to go to the mall to get some new sunglasses. He ended up getting some nice aviator Ray Ban's.

Then we did exactly what i DIDN'T want to do, walk around ;x I bought stuff when I didn't want to spend any money. I got these funny mugs from Spencer's that me & Robert plan on drinking our keg beer out of @ our 4th of July party, a pair of Hollister short & tee and Robert a t-shirt. Oh well, we like the shit :)

talking abt ur blogspot!

no, why?

Ask me anything

blown.

ugh! I woke up too late to fit in the gym in this morning ;/ grr. oh well, just gunna have to go at some point today, before the midnight show of "Eclipse". Im such a twi-nerd ;)