over it.

haha ok, so I'm definately over this "30 day challenge" thing. Really.. who cares? I dont, so why should my readers! ha. It seemed like a cool idea at first, but i'm over it. haha I don't even update daily anyways. LOL.

on to the next.

I'm tired as hell, I started my second job, worked out crucially these past 2 days, I'm hungry because I've changed my eating habits, and now I can't sleep because I'm sore & my tummy is growling ;x WAAAAHHH.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

To be honest, I’m not one to hold grudges so I really don’t know what to write for this one. I mean I forgave some people that shouldn’t have been forgiven.. but it’s just the way I am. It’s too stressful disliking someone when you can just forgive & get over it. I can’t make any promises that I’m always going to forgive, do me super wrong and WWIII might start ;/ lol

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

This one is pretty tricky... I think the only thing I feel as if I have to forgive myself for is thinking I can be a better person. Let me elaborate; I'm always worried that I'm not the bestest friend someone could ask for, but in reality I'm the best friend I can be and my friends love me just the way I am ♥ Same with my current life situations.. I'm trying my hardest to better myself in my career, and even though sometimes I feel like I made the wrong career choice I have to remember that I'm an awesome hair stylist and I choice this career because it's something I enjoy and with time my clientel will grow more.

 

 

aww i want it :)

 

 

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Something I love about myself is the fact that I'm extremely caring. I will bend over backwards for loved ones. I also have no problem admiting when I'm in the wrong. I think These are two good quailties that I would never trade in ♥

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I'm not going to sit and write out this huge list about how I hate the weirdest things about myself or insecurities I feel about my body. Nope. I love how I am and how I look, except I'd like to "enhance" a feature or two - *cough* Boobies :) On a serious note, one thing that I DO hate dislike about myself is the fact that I'm so damn emotional. It's quite annoying. It can put a damper on things & make things out to be worse than what they really are. I always think people are out to get me, or that I can never do enough to please EVERYONE. I really need to quit that shit. I've been so focused on pleasing everyone else my whole life, its mine turn damnit! I'm a huge worry-wart, and when things start to go off track, my emotions dig in & BAM, OMG it's the end of WORLD! It shouldn't be that way, I shouldn't be that way. I guess it's something I just have to work on. Not becoming this total bitch, but taking a deep breath, relaxing and not sweating the small stuff!

30 day challenge

I found this random "30 day challenge" and I figured i'd give it a shot. Followers; feel free to copy & and do this on your own blog!

WARNING* my responses may offend some people, so I will go ahead a apologize for that ahead of time.. if my apology isn't good enough then I suggest you don't read my blog :)


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

movie date.

 

I went to see “Charlie St. Cloud” with Amber yesterday. Ohhh what a tear jerker ;x It was such a great movie, and Zac Efron, HOLY HOTTNESS! The movie is actually inspirational. I give it a 11 out of 10 :)